I Assume I'm Single..For A Day!

Yea that's what I posted via Twitter few minutes ago.

I'm sitting right in front of the laptop to online, while the bf has fell asleep. I'm so frustrated right now. Life cant be good at times, especially when there's miscommunication between two of us. I tried my best in every way to avoid misunderstanding but not for today.

I got so angry at him and I started shouting without hesitating. Seldom you can see me doing that, unless I'm really angry.

Sometimes when I got angry, I asked myself should I stay away from him to cool down myself. I dont know. Perhaps these kinda situation is common when couples moved in and stay together. When you started to understand each other too well aint a good thing. You think I should show him this picture and reminds him again?

I've always wanted to stay away from him at times. At least we have a space to miss other, for example when I'm back in hometown for a week, and when we meet, our relationship tends to be going strong. My only chance to stay apart is when I'm back to hometown.

I'd wish I could have my own home and enjoy being alone at times. Perhaps this wish could come true when my youngest sis come down to KL for studies after completing Form5. At that time, for sure I'll make noise to my dad asking him to get a place for us..a gathering place in KL for all my siblings..hehhe!

From this hour onwards, I'm gonna assume that I'm single for at least 24 hours. Sounds stupid huh?! But who cares as long as that makes me happy. I will go shopping and get what I want. Eat what I'd love to and do what I want. That makes me happy!

4 years++ relationship with ONE day pause which is TOMORROW!

Anyone wanna date me?! ;)

The Proposal

We went for midnight movie at Tropicana City Mall last night. It's been quite some time since we both go for movies. The boyfriend loves going to the cinema. But I dont. Unless for romantic movies or comedies. I hate action and horror movies.

Reached home around 9pm last night and I quickly online to check out the showtime for The Proposal at One-U. Unfortunately, the GSC website encountered some problems and it took me almost 5 minutes to load a page. After half an hour I was waiting for the showtime page.

After that it was alright. Everything went smoothly. The seats in One-U wasnt good, so I tried booking at Tropicana City Mall. I booked The Proposal, 11.05pm.



I looked sleepy here, with no make-ups and wanna-sleep face.

And also very hungry. Here's my dinner in the cinema. The boyfriend bought Subway 6-foot-long sandwich, 1901's New York Chicken, Mash Potato and Coke. Enjoying our dinner before the movie starts.



We both love the movie very much.

The boyfriend loves Andrew's hometown.



Meanwhile I love this part. I mean it's kinda funny to see Margaret proposed to Andrew, when all the while she's the boss. And then when Andrew walked away, it's funny to see the way Margaret couldnt stand up with her super high stilettos.



Hahha and this part reminds me of the boyfriend and his mum!



When I watched this part, where Margaret slept on the bed and Andrew on the floor, it reminds of my first time staying over in the boyfriend's place. His mum told that she already prepared his sister's room for me.

You know what he told his mum?

"It's okay. I'll let her sleep in my room with me. I'll just sleep on the floor."

His mum then brought the single bed mattress to his room, thinking that his son really gonna sleep on the floor..lol!

When the door is closed, he ended up sleeping on the bed with me.

Nasty mama boy!

MY FM 11th Anniversaries @ Genting

Hello..It's time to update my blog again. It's the trend of my blog. At times, it seems to be a bit dead. And at times it's damn active, updated daily.

Maybe some of you might guess my daily schedule by seeing the frequency of me updating my blog..hehhe! Actually I'm free at night but kinda lazy to resize those photos and blog about it. I'm more into reading fashion blogs to get the idea of what I'm supposed to wear the next day.

"My wardrobe is always short of ONE item." Very true. Everytime I go shopping, I will tell the boyfriend I need this and that. No full stop.

Last Sat I was at Genting for the MY FM concert. Stephanie gave me 6 tickets and 2 rooms at Highlands hotel. Me, the boyfriend, sis, dad, grandmum and Maggie (my cousin, the make up artist). So happen Sunday is the 13th anniversary of PHHP and also my crown night presentation. So we went there a day earlier for the concert.

The concert was okay. Not up to my expectations.



Us before the concert starts. 4 tickets were separated two rows behind us. I looked plain here. That's what people call nude make up..hahhah!


Here are the MY FM Dj's hosting the entire concert. I love Phoebe's dress..her character was to be sexy and bitchy.

There are many new singers present at the concert but I only know few of them like Nicholas Teo, Tank, Ping Guan, and Claire Kuo. The rest not so familiar. Maybe they're still new.

This is Ping Guan and the winner of Astro Star Quest.



Zhang Dong Liang - his voice is sexy




And in the concert, they also brought up charity activities. Here are the slide show snapshots I took:







The MY FM crew went to Pusat Penjagaan Kanak-kanak Cacat Taman Megah to carry out charity activities and also to cheer up the children there. The crew went there in the attire as shown in the concert.

When I saw those slideshow and photos, my tears almost dropped. I pity them. Some of the children were tied up, some lying on the bed, and many more. They never choose to be born in that way. In fact, when I see them, I really appreciate and be thankful of what I have today.

I'm born physically and mentally normal. I appreciate who I am and also everything that I have now. I learnt something. Never complaint of what you have now or who you are, because there are many people outside there who are more unlucky than you. Cherish and appreciate everything you have and be thankful.



After the concert, Dad told us to help out to these organisations. He asked us to consult the teachers and asked what they needed most. He asked us to give out what we can as we are given everything completely by God.

He even asked us to save up buying that 'additional' piece of clothes by donating out to the unlucky ones.

When you think that you dont have enough shirt, think of those who dont get to wear them.
When you think that your shoes aint nice, think of those whose legs are amputated.
When you think that your eyes aint beautiful, think of those who're blind.
When you think that you're not born in a rich family, think of those who're starving for food.

From what my dad said, I know I'm so lucky compared to so many people in the world. The boyfriend and I will plan to carry out charity events monthly, by gathering everyone in my network to join in the charity activities. Life would be good! I'm looking forward to find out the not-so-rich organizations and to meet up with the person-in-charge for more info.

The concert ends around 11pm. We had dinner at First World and back to our rooms for the next day's BIG event.



Next entry will be on our award presentation night. Stay tuned! ;)

My Life - Part I

Wanna know how I feel now?!

Extremely.....! I'm so happy today because what I did previously was so worthwhile. The time and effort invested for the 2 years time has never been regretted. I never even sighed a word during the entire journey. And most importantly my mental was strong, otherwise I would give up everything at the beginning.

My advice to everyone is that never give up on anything you do. Always believe in yourself and have a strong determination.

I've been more hardworking lately. Yes after I've been motivated and has the strong believe in everything I do. I strongly believe 'Nothing is Impossible'. To me, nothing I cant achieve when I have the will.

Like I told the boyfriend. Whatever I want since young, I got it. Whatever I dreamed of having, I have it. No doubt now I'm chasing for bigger dreams and another big aim is that to participate in more charities organization. I dont know how true is karma but I think there's such principle in life. I've been so lucky til today, so I should also give out to the society.

I have this mission in me. If I were to be super rich, I will help out to the unfortunates. Like the coming blood donation campaign our team mate are planning, altho I cant donate (due to low blood pressure) but I'm very sure that I will help out in the campaign. Looking forward for that campaign.

I have the chance to grow from who I was before, and today to thank and appreciate everyone around me. I began to look at everyone's angel side, which makes my life happier too..hehhe! A conclusion to made..I've grown up! ;)

I Appeared In The Paper

It has been a week since the interview was published. I wanted to blog about it but has always forgotten until I opened the drawer and saw the article juz now.

I was interviewed by Sin Chew Jit Poh for the Prudential project. They select randomly 2 ladies at the age of 20 plus and interviewed on our point of view towards health. What do you health means to you? And also brought up the issue of medical card and youngsters mindset towards the importance of medical card.

Dont get me wrong. I'm not in the insurance line. I'm selected randomly together with another girl named Yves, who owns a boutique in Kuchai Lama.



The interview session was held in Kissaten cafe in Jaya One. I love the place so much. Ever since the interview, the boyfriend and I always had our dinner there.

Back to the interview. Both me and Yves had fun being interviewed and here comes the funny part. The photography session. We both are such a failure being models. First thing, we're so fake when we're asked to chat with each other and being photographed. Secondly, we cant give the "feel" that the photographer wants..hahha!

In the end, the photographer asked MeiYun (SinChew reporter) to chat with us and that's how she got the photo in the article..

Hmm sorry I cant make the translation to you guys because I cant read those Chinese words at all. Maybe only 1% of it..hehhe!

I Wanna Go Home

I wanted to go home badly. For two reasons..

i) to see what my sister has bought for me. And also I cant wait to get my UDPP from her. *muacks*

ii) to search for evening gown for award presentation night

I'm in a rush now. The award presentation is on the 16th August and I havent think of what to wear. Furthermore this year I'm getting my Crown President award on stage. In fact last year I prepared so much earlier altho I didnt go on stage.

10 more days to go before the award presentation night. What should I do??!!

Any suggestion of which bridal shop in PJ/KL has the best evening wear? I want a dress which is special and outstanding.

Please advice!

It's gonna be very rush. Luckily I've found my make up artist and also hairdo stylist. I might wanna ask my cousin, Maggie, to come down and help me on the body art, deco and etc. I love her work during the Northern Region Award Presentation Night.

This event will be the 13th anniversary of PHHP and also known as the Crown Night. One of the big event of the year..

I'm excited for that night! ;O